llyod Cadena: Friend kita teh?!

This article is in Tagalog. Hehe! and i decided to post this, cause it’s funny and truthful! as in tatamaan ka tlga! ahehehee!!!  Go check out his channel at Youtube: LloydCafeCadena2

Ano ang pag kakaiba ng Kilala sa Kaibigan?

* Ang kilala: Ang alam mo lang eh ang amoy pangalan o mukha nya.
* Ang kaibigan: kilala mo rin sa kanilang pag uugali!

Mga tipo ng mga kaibigan:

1. User Friendly – friend mo lang dahil may kailangan sya sau! Pero pag katapos ng lahat ng yan, ay, UNKNOWN CITIZENS na kau sa isa’t isa! “Deadmahan na teh?!” Pero nag papansinan pa din naman kau pero hinde na tulad ng dati, nung may kailangan pa sya sau!

2. Tabi-tabi po friend– Ung tipo ng mga kakilala na makakasalubong mo palang eh mapapaisip ka kung: “Babatiin ko ba to?!”, “Papansinin ko ba to?!”
>>> pedeng dati kaung friends, pero nawala na yung “CLOSENESS!”, to the point na nagpapakiramdaman na kau sa isa’t isa, kung sino ang unang babati sanyo!

3. Nature friendly: Eto yung tipo ng kaibigan na kapag kaharap ka, eh napakabait, pangite ngite, at napaka thoughtful… pero pag nakatalikod ka na… PUTA! sinasaksak ka na png balisong! ANG SARAP NYANG BIGWASAN! Punong puno sya ng ka-plastikan at more on BACKSTABBING!

4. Joker: [Ako to!!!] eto yung tipo ng kaibigan, na napaka kulit, napaka bibo, at napaka HAROT! Palaging active… Parang naka-Kapeng Barako!!! Eto din yung friend na OOOOVVVVEEERRR sa kaprangkahan! na kung minsan, ay nakakasakit na ng kalooban…. :p

5. Silent Sanctuary: Tipo ng mga kaibigan na sobrang TAHIMIK! at isa pa: BORING KASAMA! pero nasa loob ang KULO!

6. Social High: eto yung tipo ng mga kaibigan na sobra ang pag ka-social! Pa-minsan, totoong sosyal… paminsan, sadyang SOCIAL CLIMBER lang!!! OMG!!! [to the accent of Mariah Carey!]

7. Flying V: yung tipo ng kaibigan, as in friends mo tlga na kasakasama mo sa mga lahat ng happening, pero sa KAGIPITAN, and you are down and down below… IIWAN ka nlng bigla! Yung mga friends na di mahingan ng favor… mga TALKSHIT PA!!!

8. Friendster: Tipong close-closan lang kau pag andyan na ang tropa, pero pag ala na ang lahat at kaung dalwa na lang ang naiwan… ENERGY RANK DOWN!!! Hinde kau close, at close lang kau pag kasama nyo ang iba nyong tropa…?! ahhh… BAKET?!

9. Cyber Friend: Yung tipo ng kaibigan na close mo lang sa INTERNET at TEXT! pero sa personal, “Hi”, “Hello” lang ang mga gaga!

10. Makamasa: mga tipo ng mga kaibigan kung saan eh, napaka masa! Lahat kilala, lahat binabati, lahat kinakamayan, lahat binebeso!!! Lahat na, sige na sige na! nasau na lahat! KAW NAAAAA!!!

11. Feeling close [as in PELING KLOS!]: Tipo ng mga taong, kung makalapit sau, makatanong, maka-entrada sa mga usapan, makigulo ay kalo mo’y kaibigan! Close tau teh?!

12. Vanishing: Eto yung tipo ng mga kaibigan na kung saan, sa kadahilanang nakahanap sya ng madaming friendship, ay hinde ka na nya agad pinapansin!

13. Super Closeness [Closeness ever!]: eto yung pinaka close mo sa pinaka closeness mong mga close close, close close, mong friendship! Mga taong mararamayan ka, bibigyan ka ng payo at hinde ka iiwan! Dadamayan ka at susuportahan, ng walang halong ka-echosan!

14. Close the Door: Tipo ng mga kaibigan kung saan, SYA, ay tinuturing kang BEST FRIEND pero ikaw, eh tinuturing mo lang syang normal na kaibigan! gets nyo?! Tipong sinasakyan mo lang sya kahit na napaka cheesy ng kanyang mga pinag ookray exclavu!

15. Golden Globe: Pang BFF na ang drama! Kaibigang sinubok na ng dekada, sinugod na ng milenyo, ondoy, taon at mga araw…

Malaking factor kung bakit tayo nawawalan ng kaibigan:
1. Misunderstanding
2. Betrayal
3. Usapang pera
4. At, Pag ibig!!!!

Friendship may come and go… just go with the flow!!!

*** So ikaw… sino ka dyan?!

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A Painful Misery

Painful Misery

Painful Misery

How could you ever let me go?
How could you ever leave me that easily?
And why is GOODBYE always so painful to say?

while you sat there with all your pride
I am sitting here alone and crying
Where all I can think about is YOU & I

How did we ended up this way?
why can’t i make you stay?
For no matter what I do, you always move away

Playing on rewind
Here on my mind
all the memories we shared together

Hoping that by pausing and replaying
you might come back…
I am just tired of PRETENDINGS

where all i can feel are pangs of PAIN!
All i really want is for me to hold YOU once again
and be forever there at your side.

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Damsel in Distress

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A Damsel in distress held captive and weak
nowhere to go and nowhere to run
A heart that was chained, Tied up and bound
Incarcerated by passion
Wounded by love.

damsel5Menaced with a sadistic conquest
seduced with the perils of love,
begging for freedom
like a cry of a firstborn
pleading for mercy.

 What is a woman if in despair?
hear my cry unchained me from this rock,
listen to my plea and look me in my eyes
See my pain, and remember me!

   A Damsel in distress will always will be
for you i am made weak
for you i am a slave
and for you i will always be a prison
without bail

Release me before i die
for my sorrow devours my heart220px-Dicksee-Chivalry-1885
I am decrepit of living
and my pain is slowly killing me
for without a melody my life is meaningless.

Heed my cause!
listen to me.
save my life, o save me, my romeo!
before I get numb and before I get cold
o romeo, let my plight be discerned
why don’t you heed me?

My sufferings are substaintial
I call for rescue
my voice reaches out to the mountains.
My face was devoured by shame
nakedness of my physique
made me a captive of your love.
I held out my hand for help
and I cried out for a savior….

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Remember this woman now, oh beast!
my life had been made shallow
for in my time, I had not known
the reason for my existence
you exposed me and made my life in despair
release me from your center
let me live in peace.

I was and I will always be
a woman in ordeal
trying to break free
waiting for my knight
To love and set me free.

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Solitude

Alone

Alone

I know my friends think that i am crazy…
they say that i’ve lost my mind!
trying to get to you,
trying to be with you,
trying to be your one and only

But they don’t understand
They will never understand
I hope you could hear what my heart is saying
cause everynight i think of you
wondering if you are thinking of me too.

Loneliness devours my heart

Loneliness devours my heart

And as i squeeze my pillows tight
hoping that this loneliness will stop.
in this melancholy bed
while the moon shinning down on me
I celebrate my solitariness.

lying here alone in my room
staring up my window
thinking of you and me.
dreaming that one day
you’ll realize that you love me too.

For tonight my only bestfriend
is that one star in the sky shining down on me.
I hope these walls have ears to listen to my cry.
I hope that the wind whispers you words
that I want you to hear

‘Cause there’s so many things I want you to know
and there’s so many things i want to tell you.
I know it’s not me who you want
who you need
who you LOVE

but tonight, I am against the world
Just trying to get to you,
trying to be closer to you one more time
and hoping that you will love me
the way i love you too….

Insanity or True?!

This is a story of some of my most memorable ghost encounters. I know we all have our own BEST scary stories to share, and i have a lot of them.

Leviticus 19:31 – Regard not them that have familiar spirits, neither seek after wizards, to be defiled by them: I [am] the LORD your God.”

Most people say it’s insanity. Some would even say that ghost do exist and that they are the spirits of dead people whom you know and people who died with unfinished business etc… but the way I see it, dead people, are dead.

For me, I believe, the reason why all these encounters happens to me is the lack of faith. Don’t get me wrong, I do believe in God, heaven and hell. However, like in one of the article I read, says that : To have faith (true faith) is to trust, and trust gives certainty, and certainty is tied to knowledge, and knowledge leads to truth! [Article Source: http://EzineArticles.com/57855]. And I lack KNOWLEDGE and action.

However, I also believe that they are bad spirits just trying to lead you into confusion and make you scared. ” Just my opinion. Well, we all have our own opinions right?!

Anyways, here’s just some of my ghost encounters … I’ll be writing more about it, probably one of these days. So Enjoy!

First time I ever saw a ghost.
Back when I was about to graduate from Highschool, me and my parents were having dinner at home and we were watching the news “Magandang Gabi Bayan” [TV News Channel in the Philippines]. After eating, of course my usual chore is to wash the dishes. But, I felt like I wanna use the bathroom first, so I stood up, but, I think something had caught my attention that time , so I tried to watch the news for awhile, and it was Corina Sanchez  talking.

When the commercial break came along, I decided to proceed with my business in the bathroom but even before I walk towards it, as I face the door of MY ROOM, because beside my door is the restroom, there, sitting a MAN, smiling at me, bald head, transparent, and a bit chubby. I was shocked! I let out a LITTLE scream, for I remembered my father was still eating [mind you guys, he does not like screaming in the house that much], so I managed to tone down my expression, I was stunned and I am trying my very best not to look like a fool and face my parents dumbfounded.

My mom then asked me, “why? What’s wrong!?”, then my father was just staring at me, as if about to get mad [for screaming], and he does not like hearing “I saw a ghost”, that will irritate him so much, and I don’t want to ruin his dinner. So I just answered my mom that “I saw a COCKROACH Going inside the bathroom [And they know that I have a “GREAT FEAR” for a cockroach]. I’ll just go ahead and wash the dishes first ma!”  [Very lame excuse! I know! Hehe!!] and I was shaking, so I tried to breath and pray. After few minutes, I feel like I just couldn’t take it anymore, so I run to the bathroom, regardless if the man is still there or not! Ampf!

First time I ever caught a GHOST in my camera
First time I had a digital camera. Me and my friends are so fond of taking pictures, and I took it outside our house, and the weather as I remember, it was very humid, the hue of the environment is a bit orangey, and it was almost twilight. It was actually the month of April, during the Holy Week, Black Saturday to be exact. So I decided to played a trick with my friends, I asked them “what if I can snap a picture of a ghost with my camera today?!” and I remembered my friend told me NOT TO DO IT!! but because of my mischievousness, I didn’t listen to her, hence, I took pictures in every corner but I didn’t get anything, and I was disappointed.

Until, I decided to take a picture of a HOUSE on the other street, where in it was one of the big houses on the other side, so the windows of its second floor that is facing our direction is very much interesting to look at, not that I’m expecting in seeing something FUNNIER! Just kidding. There were no one in the house that day, almost dark, and the window has no curtains so you can see the walls of the room inside.

And because of this, I told my friend, “Maybe I should take a picture of that window, I might get something”… My friend almost walked out on me when I told her my idea, she was really scared, but I just stopped her from going home. So, I clicked on the shutter, right after doing that I felt very strangely excited. I tried to review the image…. And as they say, “BE CAREFUL OF WHAT YOU WISH FOR, ’cause you might just get it”. And indeed, I got what I was looking for. All my hair stood up with what I saw! A lady standing at the window staring directly into my camera or should I say at me! And thinking about it now, makes me feel scared. Then I zoom in the picture, I was surprised to see, that it wasn’t just the lady who is looking in the window, there were a lot of them! A family. So I tried to call my friend’s attention, but she thought I was just fooling around, but when she saw it, we both just wanted to go home.

I showed the picture to my mother and tried to show it my father as well, but my father is not buying it, because he does not believe in Ghost specially White Ladies. Giving me explanations on what might cause it, telling me Bible verses about dead people, spirits and souls. Well, that’s my dad, but I know, he’s just doing this so I won’t be scared as well. Anyways, after I showed them, many of neighbors wanted to see the picture which I willingly showed them and thinking about how funny that just because of that image, I became famous with my neighbors. But unfortunately, and this really frustrates me, the bad news is, I LOST the picture when my OLD computer was rebooted because it has a virus. But whether you wanna believe my story or not, it’s fine.

First time a Ghost touch… oh, no.. GRAB me!
This was just recently, uhmmm… I was actually sleeping when it happened. That night I was very sad, I am not so happy with the status of my life at that time. I remembered my father told me, “you already forget to pray”, and yes I do felt guilty about it, and to think it’s been months since the last time I prayed, and I realized, so this must be the reason why I am very sad and feeling so empty. So that evening, I PRAYED. It was very short. Then I went to sleep, and I went to sleep very fast. I remembered my dream that night, I was watching a taekwondo competition somewhere, when my teammates started to join me. I was so hooked up watching the players, laughing, cheering until I heard someone’s calling me. First the distance of the voice was very far, it was a voice from someone familiar, it was a girl’s voice, but I couldn’t figure out who she was, but even though that I am aware that she was calling me, I am too focus with what I am watching that I don’t even want to look at her, but then the voice keeps getting louder and louder, until I felt her saying “Czaza, Czaza, Czaza!” close to my EAR! And since I am still not looking at her, she GRABBED MY HAND and shook it until I woke up, and I heard the last time she mentioned my name: CZAZA! And I was already awake! I remembered the position when I woke up, it was at the top of my head [I know, it looks funny] and I still can feel the way that lady GRABBED my hand and shook it.

My heart was pounding very fast, so I decided to sit up for a while but then my head is telling me to go back to sleep, I was really tired that night and I wanted to complete an 8 hour. It was my day off and I really want to rest, my eyes are still heavy, but still managed to look at the time and it was only 12AM, and to think I started sleeping 11:00PM, oh, I was more frustrated than feeling scared this time. So what I did, and what I always do everytime I this happens, I PRAY. I pray to remain stronger and so I can go back to sleep without worries. And indeed after that, I got my 8 hour sleep, I woke up 9AM. Prayer is indeed, the most powerful weapon to any bad spirits!

James 4:7 – Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.”

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more Ghost stories to come…

Someone BETTER than you [A bitter twist of Adele’s “Someone Like You”]

I know how lonely you are right now
i heard that your dreams did not came true
guess she gave you
something far worst than you deserve.

Old friend why so shy?
You don’t have to hide form the light.
Hope you see my face
and be reminded of the things you did to me

so…

nevermind, i’ll find someone BETTER than you
and definitely NOT like you.
because there’s nothing to like about you anyway…
And remember, I WON’T BEG for you

i don’t wish the best for you,
and i will always remember everything you did.
even from the beginning i already know the ENDING.
i expected them…

– Please don’t try to sing this. Because it will not fit the music. 🙂 Hehe!!!

Mouth Sore

Ever had that stingy sensation inside your mouth? That oh, so painful white blisters that even a single bite of your favorite dessert makes you wanna jump out of the window and scream??? I most of the time have them. Mouth Sores, Canker Sores, Ulcers or in tagalog: Singaw. It sometimes comes in not just one, two or three… but instead, sometimes, it comes in more than you can imagine! And it’s like having angry bees inside you mouth, whenever you try to laugh, talk, smile and worst EAT! Some can even have a fever just because of these sores! like my mom. But luckily for me, right now, i have 8 of them and not getting feverish.

From one of the article that i read from the past, [yes, i researched about this, for the reason that i wanna know why i have them so often, though i always follow what my dentist told me to do, brush atleast 2x a day, gargle with bactidol, put Daktarin atleast every 4 hours, etc… but it still not working, for if one heals, another one will come out! shoot me!]Mouth sores, are not, contagious though and it is somehow from the food that you eat. Maybe my mouth is sensitive to some foods, like fried, crispies, or to anything hard and fishy [And i love fish!]. And what i’m trying to understand here is that, as far as i know, i have no allergy on any kinds of food ever! Or is it just because of the intense heat that my country [Philippines] is experiencing right now.

My dentist also told me that this is also heredetary, so maybe i got it from my mom. And she also said, that when i eat fried foods and fishy foods, it might be scratching the linings of my mouth and tongue. So i also told her, that i noticed that this happens specially when i am about to have my period. Like 1 week before it. So imagine you [girls] PMS-ing with sores allover your mouth, plus the heat of the weather! And once you have your period, and you still have them on your mouth, it is really a killer, because, being unable to eat will trigger your dysmenorrhea. Arrrhggghhhh! The perks of being a woman. [don’t get me wrong i love being a lady, but this is really a punishment! haha!] And i did experience these, and i do feel like i wanna kill someone or something, if anyone tries to bother me [ Excuse my expression. Smiley :p ].

DEBACTEROL VIALI am also an acidic person and it is about to become ulcer already. So, that means i can’t take anything that has Acetaminophen or Ibuprofen meds, like Alaxan, a pain reliever or muscle relaxant. [Great!] So my dentist gave me Paracetamol, adviced me to continue using bactidol as mouthwash and then she recommended the craziest ointment ever! DEBACTEROL! Too bad, for they are not selling it in the Philippines anymore. Hehe! For the reason in which i am still trying to know. Well about this ointment, first, it is awfully painful! like seriously! Painful to the point that you will lose your self after putting it on the affected area. But after one drop, it’s like magic! viola! after 5mins, it is healed. But the whitish blistering color is still there, but the pain will be gone. Second thing about Debacterol is that it is VERY VERY EXPENSIVE! It comes in a very very small container (750php) and it also comes in one cotton bud like tube. It does have cotton bud tips, one end is a dry cotton bud and on the other side, you’ll have to break it to let the ointment pass through the cotton tip. And it is (250php) and you can only use it once. And did i mention, expensive?Debacterol

This ointment is really effective, and if you really want to eat that lasagna and enjoy all other foods in the party, better use Debacterol. Aside from that, since i still failed to look for this ointment for the past couple of months now, i am using a CANKER MOUTH SORE SOLUTION that you buy from Generics Pharmacy. and it is as effective and as painful as debacterol. However this one is a much much more cheaper than the other one. It is only 45php. If you want less pain though, you might wanna buy, DAKTARIN or DEQUADIN with Kamilosan Spray. It can help relieve pain with less pain. It can also ease the healing process. But not as fast as Debacterol and the canker mouth sore solution.

Canker Mouth Sore Solution and Kamilosan Spray

– Don’t know if it’s alright to post something about this, however, i’m gonna share it anyway. It’s a bit sensitive for others though. But at the same time it is still health related. Feel free to post you comments, suggestions and opinions! Thanks!